ahhhh it's chinese new years! yay!! but ahhhhhhh i still feel great minus the i wanna throw up feeling..haha maybe i should eat something..haha~ *shrug*..whatever..hmmmm today i dont really know what i'm doing..well writing my scholarship essay after i blog for sure...even though seven semester grades dont come out till whenever..blah..oh yea someone called at like 5am! i was like ahhh got school..nope just some ladie from hong kong calling to say happy new years! yea fell back asleep..soo..hmmmmm i dunno what i'm doing today..after i do it i shall tell you =)
updated: 2.42pm
so yea, i'm pretty bitchy today..everyone needs to fukkin go away and die. so i've come to the conclusion with lots of anger and just anger..that why am i wasting my time and emotions!!! while he obviously doesnt want me! it's rather pathetic and fukkin retarded on my part..and i've gotta just stop..i needa another night like last night...i'm done for. bye
contemplations by debbie | 8:28 AM |
ohhhhhh..i feeel so carefreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh...i loved today...that's all ive gotta say~
contemplations by debbie | 10:08 PM |
hmm yep...i've just noticed i've got nothing to say, just like tess said, a blog's purpose is for you to express yourself or whatever, but it never really catches the real aspect of things.
contemplations by debbie | 11:27 AM |
i dont feel like living ne more..i already feeling like..i'm not living now..just a body without a soul or spirit. what i did..must have been the hardest thing i've ever decided to do..why did you have to be two in one..i can't stop crying..just let it go away..let another fill the void..endless pain.
contemplations by debbie | 9:46 PM |
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blah haha..arent i just chipper?! but yea..i finished all my homework..well i'll have chemistry since it's my last class, dont have the homework yet duh =P..but yeaa...alex n allan..u two are gay...if you guys ditched that is..haha oh yeaa..in anatomy we did this..sorta stupid lab..checking our reflexes like doctors do..i was un-responsive to some of them..hahah at times..oh welll!! but yea i think i'll be bored today..haha i've got like..no homework..although i should be all happy about it..but with extra time i think and thinking is bad =) i really wanna go drink coffee and stuff..maybe i can get my crimper(dunno if i spelled it right, so the tool that makes u hair look 'nice' wavy, not like my ucky waves..haha) today. i feel as if i should start..writing my scholarship essay..hahaha >< i'll get it done by this weekend..i swear..cuz yea..i need the scholarship..sooo ya i'll have news or no news after school..me n kat are gonna attempt to get outta this class again..we are hitting the assistant principal today..whooo...betcha she's gonna be a bitch~ hehe..and give attitude =) we'll see..
updated//2.58pm
so yea...i hate counselors..they needa die =) i hate wordprocessing..i hate school..i really feel like..i'm disconnected from my life..from my soul..i'm just there..theres no spirit..but yea..newayz..i got my crimper thinge..hehe but it also comes with 3 other plates! super wavy/med wavy/straightener =) funn stuff..gonna try that out soon...and i'll do something and government if i get really bored..cuz i dont have ne other homework finished it all
you dont know how i feel..i've youve felt..just..like nothing...you feel so many things..that you just can't feel..yea
contemplations by debbie | 11:51 AM |
ahhh..at school..in stupid wordprocessing (5th period) class, which i dont want to be in. It really feels like it's tuesday, I had to ask like 3 people what day it was today. there was a motivational speaker today in third period, he was pretty cool, although i didnt agree with all his ideas. "Dont be a chicken! Be an eagle!" hehe but yea, i dont have that much homework today. and i'm sure you'd like to know what i have so i will tell you: english-book work; government-read and vocab if i want (due monday); chemistry-unknown right now, i have it next but i'm sure i'll have some sort of homework that i wont get so yep..i really wanna have a coffee w/company..blah maybe i'll blog more when i get home.
hmm..ok yea..went to sams with my mom and to my uncles house..played with cousins and their hamsters..hehe my lil sky is growing..i feel sorta sad for wes though..cuz he's the 'older' one he has to deal with all the crap..but hahaha in my family..i had to..haha whatever..but yea..had to repeat the ox horoscope from tess's blog: The Ox is holding back affection. A loved one would like things to be more equitable, but your hurt feelings are smothering your ability to grow. In fact, it's time for you to grow up and avoid furthering this cosmic block.
seriously..but it isnt as easy as it..seems to be
contemplations by debbie | 12:16 PM |
yay!! it works! haha now i've got nothing to say...but thankssss tess! =)
contemplations by debbie | 6:50 PM |
hey debb!! hope you like blogger more than xanga!! =P haha.. i hope the tagboard shows up too!! lalala.. okay.. *fLicK!* =) ahhh.. so fustrating.. >.< sorry for posting meaningless stuff!! yea.. html sucks.. -.-
contemplations by debbie | 6:37 PM |
