saturday!! i woke up and i thought it was a school day..although i sorta do have school..whatevers..but hmmmm gonna get ready for school in like an hour..but yes..let's see my plan for today..go to school..then lunch with chris..i think..then watch how to lose a guy in 10 days with teresa..and then hopefully sometime today go borrow "raise the red lantern" cuz i have to watch it for my research paper..i'm comparing that movie with "the kitchen god's wife"..whatever..i'm gonna have great fun with that..and ohh yea..gotta finish my scholarship essay...twirk it..or something..hehe but yea i'm gonna stop now! bye

updated:10.11pm

what i really did today. haha i did go to school..but didnt go to lunch with chris..went with john and alex instead..cuz chris sucks like that..naw jk..but then..sat at home for a while..took a lil nap...then teresa came over and..wen she came in..i was like omg..my mom is gonna yell at you about ur hair..hahaha cuz she dyed it light light brown..with blonde streaks...hhahaha it was so funny..teresa was all running away from my mom..hehehe..then we went to morning glory..hmm then to her house..did nothing for a long time..haha then went to fabricios house..and did nothing there..then we went to texas station to eat some stuff..now i'm at home..smelling like smoke..yum!! that's my day..sigh..i have so much crap 'pending' in homework..blah blah blah...i should start doing the busy work crap now..butttttt noppppeee =P


contemplations by debbie | 8:21 AM |

hi! today was long..haha and i had assembly schedule..great..stuff..haha..so can just feel the "%^#^#^@%!#$*!@~@!!!!!" already..haha within this whole month..essays in government, anatomy, english, and word processing.. i just dont wanna do ne thing ne more..i'm done for..blah de blah.. the only thing i'm looking forward to this month is visiting reno on the 21st-23rd..but yea..let's see ne thing cool or significant happen today..hmmmm biscut..is gay..oh ppl that dont know who that is..it's this campus moniter ladie..or rather..bitch..she needs to fukkin loose her voice for ever..if she just started yelling at me..i'd just walk away from her..i just want her to touch me..puhahaha! come onnn!!! whatever..she's stupid..but yess..my car is easy to accelerate now!! haha i guess with the new battery..it's faster....or something.i dont care..as long as it is..haha ohhh yeaa..this morning driving to school...well ok they are building a hospital near my house..so i pass by it every morning..and this morning i guess the workers decided to strike..i found it interesting i was trying to read their picket signs..BUT HELLLLO!! they made picket signs....and the font was like...12 or 13..wtf haha stupid..but yea..if they deserve it..and i always think they do if they have to go on strike..i hope they get their wishes..enough of the rich getting rich!! BOOYA!! blah =P everyone vote democratic! hahaha BUSH SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! i hate the bastard..hehe =D well..yeaa..today.. dunno doing something with chris..then somehow going to nick's band's concert..haha and somewhere teresa is gonna come join me in watching..i'm sorta interested in discovering how the enviroment will be..never been to sucha a place..where..local bands play and junk..=) i hope it goes well..yeppppp..i'm off to sit..haha byeee

updated//10.16pm

ahhh back from watching nick's band play! they were cool =) gooooodd job nick and tell jordan, aaron, and will that too =) hahaha i like can't hear outta my hears..lol the definite ringing in the ears..lol whatevers! ohhh i also got kicked 5 or 6 timess..haha whatever all good =) i dont care..i like pain..not initially..but after is fine..haha i'm weird ok! =P but oh yea before seeing nick's band play..i hung out with chris..we did nothing hahaha..literallly nothing..acted stupid...then non-emotional..then yeppppp dogs are cool..when..the dog is cool..ahha well yeaaaa..dont blogging..my fingers are sooooooo freakn cold!! good job again nick!! =D and i hope your toe and whatever hurts feel better! but heyyy pain isnt that bad..as long as you didnt sprain or break ne thing!


contemplations by debbie | 1:25 PM |

so yea..got done with stats and government and somewhat chem with some sort of confidence..haha whatever it's done now...word processing is so gay..it's really gay when..you think your what's suppose to be easiest classe's test was harder than chemistry test..hahaha..whatever..but yea..my car was soooooooo stupid today....after school..i go in..try to start it..uhhhhhhh nopppppe just clicking sounds...i'm like wtf?? so i didnt bring my fone..so i'm sitting there waiting for either allan, kat or alex...so i finally see allan, who was with gary..and got them...i called my mom with gary's cell..then all this crap..they came i got annoyed by my uncle..i didnt get home till like...2ish..whatever..blah de blah~ bye oh yea thank you gary & allan..you guys are cool =)


contemplations by debbie | 2:34 PM |

yep..i had school today..wow huh? so i really hate school =)..so many tests..so many papers..nothing really happened today..well it was reallllllly cold!!!!!!! that's about it..i think..let me think... nope nothing else.

soo yeaa..hmmmm life..and crap..i hate thinking..right now..it's doing me no good.. i've tried to calm them down a bit..but of course it lingers..sometimes..and just there sometimes..my mind has these hopes and aspirations that can't be done.. but i continue to have them ne ways...i'll hold on to these hopes, but just not let them take me over..but if ever my hopes come true..i'll be the happiest lady in the world =)..that's all i've gotta say

so, valentines day is coming up..cool, huh? whatever.. i dont care..i'll care when the time comes =) valentines is a day where you express your love or just..affection to someone you love ..or care a lot about..it's really sweet =) but if you think about it everyday you are being loved and cared about..but still i love valentines day..even though it's not that important to me one day..it's a sorta a superficial thing..but hey what can i say..people do get happy with lil dumb stupid things..hehehe..i'm one of them.

wow, my blog today has been very..hmm analytical..haha whatever..bye~



contemplations by debbie | 3:35 PM |

soo yeaa....sooooooo gayyyy!!! i hate thurdays day..test in stats, government, word processing, chemistry..just shoot me now....


contemplations by debbie | 3:45 PM |

hmmmm i really need to pee right now..hahaha..ok i went!! teehee =P unnecessary information, but yes isnt everything i say unnecessary?? =) but yes i really hate waking up in the mornings now..it's so hard..i just get out of the shower..and fall back asleep...haha blah~ but yessss...i can feel hell beginning..one research paper has begun (english). i have to write 6-8 pages on relating a book to a poem/painting/or some sort of work. so gay..i can sum that all up in that a page..waste of my time..stats was fun..hehe we did an activity with m&ms..my teacher gave us some m&ms to eat also..mmmm haha but yea i've gota say i love snickers..best!!! fattening must stay away from them..haha yeaa..dissecting in anatomy thursday!! so much crap on thursday: stats- test, government-in class essays, word processing- test, and probably something in chem...kill me..whatevers...i can't wait for this month to be over as i stated in yesterdays blog.

oh yea, for all you people that are worrying about me..and stuff..i'm getting better..i'm making a change in my life...and prospectives..so yea..it's so crazy..i'm almost graduating..it seems like forever..but also soo soon!! 4-5 months! and i'm outta my house..and away from my family..i'm looking forward to it..it's time for new things and new people. although i'll miss you guys..but yea u know..it was bound to happen~ =/

to you: remember what i said, if ever it doesnt seem like it..remember.


contemplations by debbie | 11:40 AM |

hmm lovely wordprocessing once again..finished the assignment in here and also my stats assignment that is due wednesday..yahoo..haha =P but yea i've gotta remember to do my current events for government and my scholarship essay..gosh this month is gonna be killer..i have an english research paper, anatomy paper, i'll have a paper for this class too..and just lots of crap!! yeppppppppp..sorry for all you ppl with birthdays in feb! i hate this month =) but yeaaa...things suck..but i've gotta deal..somehow yeppp!! "life goes on" ladeedazzzzz..this friday should also be as fun as lat fridays i'm hoping..at least..gonna go watch my "nicKes" band perform for the first time..and maybe a party after..weeeeeeeeeeeeee...fun stuff! haha but yeep..gonna go to best buy after school to look at this sony laptop..this whole laptop deal is pissing me offf..my mother yelling at me..my brother being stupid..and yes..just whatever...i needa start doing yoga or something..haha laterz

blah de blah..we dont really like the laptop at best buy..the warranty is wayy too much..whatever..i think i'm gonna get a dell..we'll see..i bet it'll change again tomorrow..or even in an hour..ahha whatever...i'm gay..bye

updated: 6.25pm
blah....sorta really sucks without ne homework..but i wont complain..so yea..realizing things too late really bites..cuz it makes u feel like i've been feeling..and making you do things..that you dont do..but you know what..things will get better..probably not now..or not even in the months i have left before leaving for college..but in time..i'll be better..a better person..a stronger person..at least i hope..but yeaa..i'm gonna go sit with teresa at sushi soon..cuz her mom didnt cook dinner..and i already ate..but i'll just sit~ well i hope lifes..cool for you =)


contemplations by debbie | 12:13 PM |

ahh sunday already?? i thought it was monday this morning..but nope it's sunday not like it makes things ne better..but yep..it's homework day..i've got english to study for, then chemistry..hahaha... also..got to do 8 theses for government..hahaaaaaa so much fun >< and also government vocab..but yea today's the going out to lunch with family..sooo hmmm i really hope we dont eat chinese..just.yea...puke x 100000..i'm gonna fight for some sushi...yep..well i'm gonna start with the vocab and english...

updated:225pm
yep...no sushi for me..had my favorite thing in the world..fukkin dim sum..i dont think ne one can understand my hatred for dim sum..just..as i even hear that i have to go or i enter the parking lot of dim sum i want to die..i hate it so much..omgg~~~ and my mother is being so annoying..so is my brother..i'm soo ready to just leave this house.....i'm so ready to leave this life..i just want to go away!!!!! omfg...BLAH!! die go away..now i'm sitting here all annoyed at stupid government theses...i hate government..so much..wtf..why do i have to learn this shit..sure it runs my life..but it's all fukked up ne ways..so whatever..there are two reasons why i dont write good government essays...(1) i dont care about government (2) therefore i dont know what the hell i'm writing about =) yep..gonna go do that shit now..and not even try chemistry..yepppppp i hate senior year..i hate this year period..bye


contemplations by debbie | 8:33 AM |