alrighty!! hmmmmm valentine's day just kinda swung me backwards..i dunno what's going on..blah i hate life =) sooo hmmm..life bites..hahaha i know someone that wouldve been my perfect valentine..or just perfect overall..but that's outta the equation...and then yepp..this guy from a while back jesse..i was like starting to think of calling him up..and i did last week or so..but hahaha his fone doesnt work or something..he's gay..guys are gay..wait no..the only cool guy is nick..cuz you rock man..hahaha well yes i'm not gonna go to school..screw this =)

updated:1111pm

well..hmm today was ok i guess..whatever..i went to lunch with my family..and my aunt n uncle came down from cali..then went out with my teresa to try to get her mind off her stupid boyfriend..and yeppp..people are flakes..and if you're a flake..go screw urself..bye


contemplations by debbie | 9:33 AM |

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE
i hope you guys have a great day with your loved ones =)

so yepp...the cloudiness and gloominess has disappeared..blah..haha it's all good..i'm just happy it lasted for two days straight. =D but oh yes, tess you suck! gota four day weekend..but also cool for you..hehe =) i dont have much to say..hmm let's see my anatomy test was pretty crappy..but ohhh we got our english paper to be due on wednesday instead of tuesday ..good stuff..haha

it really doesnt feel like friday..it feels like a monday or something..but yes got school tomorrow ne ways..study session for government..fun stuff..i dont even know if i'm gonna take the test..i guess i'll study and junk and see around march or april..if i feel ready..yepp

but yep..gonna go home..eat something..then watch the movie i need to watch..then head over to teresa's dunno what we are doing..she's like..yea we're going out..i'm like hmmm alrighty! sounds like a plan..haha but i hope today's very cool..hehe and it might be very cool..if i get a valentine..sometime during the day..hehe

psstt good luck today dana!! =D

HUGSS TO EVERYONE

updated:9.42pm

OMGGGG TODAY WAS THE WORST DAY EVER!!!! teresa's bf is a gayyyyyyyyy idiot!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!! whatever!! go kill urself..i need a cool valentine's day..or just a really cool day! BLAH!


contemplations by debbie | 12:09 PM |

hmm today's weather was exceptional..haha it wasnt as gloomy..too bright today..haha but it's still sprinkly..sometimes..darn the weather..haha i was darkness!!! but yea..hmmm school's gay..hahaha i dunno..i dont even care ne more..so i dont really know if it's gay or not..haha cuz i'm not paying attention..blah..haha but yep! gotta study for anatomy..and do stats and chem lab..

hmmmm i've gots nothing else to say =)

updated:836pm

whoooo...i got nothing done today..haha i did my stats hw..did half of my chem lab..and gonna study for anatomy..right before i sleep..or not at all..hahaha oh gosh..blahhhh i dont care about ne thing ><

but oh yess! i went to eat some pho with dana san! =) first we went to walgreens read some valentine cards..i read a few..it made me think of you aww..things were cool..kinda..haha in a weird twisted way..but yea..haha...after that went to kim long..hahhaa oh goshhh...saw some ppl there >< ack!! haha craziness..then we saw more ppl at chinatown..wen we went to get some boba..oh gosh >< nice night for dinner..yet nottt reallly..haha but yess tomorrow's friday..and it doesnt feel like it..it feels like a monday..or something..

oh yeaaa yuk..my face is being soo stupid >< blahhh red spots..blah but not pimples..but yuk..go away..haha but yepp..this weekend is gonna be crazy with essays..then next one renoooo!!! =D haha night you guyes!


contemplations by debbie | 1:55 PM |

ahh today is awesome! it was like rainy & gloomy all day!!!! I LOVE IT!!!! heheheh!! makes me happy =D but yes..hmm today wasnt all that bad i guess..the rain and gloominess erased everything bad that happened today so i dont remember..haha =D

hmm all i've got to do today is chemistry...and later on gonna go pick up the movie from teresa's and watch that...then thursday..start drafting my english research paper..hopefully! got a quiz tomorrow in stats..but it's cool i'm killling stats! it's got nothing on me..hehe =P but thennnn anatomy test on friday..hahahahha >< it's ok..i'll finish all my major hw..for thursday..and spend the day reading over the chapter..and all the good junk!

it's valentines day friday!! weeee!! haha..ohhh teresa talked to audi for me..hehe we're gonna go hang on friday i think! when teresa mentioned that i wanted to meet him..he's like ..cool! do you happen to have a picture of her? and she did..my solo pic on her binder..and he's like ahh she's cute =)..yay!! hahaha..friday will be cool..but saturday-monday..will be gay..haha gotta write my 6-8 pages research paper..and government essay..and revise my newest version of my scholarship essay..ahh well..i'll worry about that..when that comes..haha ohhh yeaaa >< i need to show my mom my report card..someday >< ahhhhhhh..haha varieties in report cards are bad =/ haha =X


contemplations by debbie | 2:35 PM |

omg i'm soo annoyed right now!!!!!! fukkin dont have a hollywood video card..and!! they are the only ppl that have the movie i need to watch to write my research paper! wtf is this!! omgggggg!!!!

but on a bright side..ahahaha...it was rather gloomy today always makes me happy..but yea...rain good stuff..then hada freakn pop quiz in anatomy...fukker! grrr! whatever school sucks..go kill urself.

and yeaaaaaaaaa.....whatever!!!!!!!!!!

updated:6.20pm

alrighty! i'm a new person!! weee!! hahaha the world better be ready! cuz i'm coming!! puhahaha..haha i'm a nerd! but yea after school i went to get my passport..that was a lotta fun..not really...it wasnt ne thing. but yes you know what ..it's almost always the girl is wanting to meet a guy or something..i'm like ahh introduce me to this guy..guys suck..it like you want to be liked..sometimes you know..or you want to be wanted..haha whatever! just something i noticed..hehe

but yes..this friday is valentines! i think i'm gonna go hang out with my buddy david..he cracks me up..haha and possibly teresa & fabi ..andd might meet audi..this guy teresa thinks i'll like..we shall see! =D

one more week! i'll be able to leave town!! i havent been outta town in like 3-4 years! i'm so excited..hahaha i'm excited to go on a plane..i'm a nerd i kno! =P but i love the feeling when you take off and land & turbulence is cool!! =) lol but yes..hopefully i'll be able to look at the campus..get some questions answered..and lastly meet some new ppl..hehehe trying to get into a 'group' already..haha =D

oh yess!! and i really have the movie i need to watch! or teresa has it!! I'M SOO HAPPPY!! lol...i'm gonna go get that tomorrow! and start my paper! yay! yay!

life is gonna be better =)


contemplations by debbie | 2:59 PM |

blah blah blah..jus got home..i have so much crap to do this week...or in the next two weeks..and this week..ok ok just this whole month..blah..let's see me load so far from today...which i'm sure there'll be more crap as the week passes...so yea..hmm gonna do my rough draft for research paper..revise my scholarship essay..government essay..test in anatomy friday and thursday for stats..and probably just tons of homework..and a lab due on friday for chemistry..the list goes on =)

hmm yep i have a headache right now..i'm thinking to sleep or to start hw..i've gotta go babysit at 4..for my uncle..*shrug* whatever..

but yea..i think i'm just emotional drained..i feel no hate..no sorrow..nothing..good for me huh? yea...ok..gonna go do something byeee~

Horoscope of the day:
Ox
Monday, February 10, 2003
The Ox is facing tension in interpersonal relationships. No matter how nice you are to a partner or close friend, they just don't seem to appreciate it. Your moodiness is officially visible to everyone you encounter.

updated:546pm

so yea..i tried doing my chemistry..i realllly tried this time..not like..hmm look at it..hardly read the problem and stop..i did some looking..and trying to figure it out..butttt i still dont get it..it's like..i know it's easy..butttt i just need that extra push! and it's giving me a headache..blah!!

oh yea..i just got home from babysitting 30 mins ago..my lil cousins are funny ppl..sky'z talking sooooo much..haha she was all singing and junk..silly kid..i really hope she doesnt grow up being spoiled..and all blah..=)

i dont think i'm gonna wear my heart on my sleeve ne more..no matter how much i want it..i can't handle it much more..i just hope you dont one day.. figure things out..and find out you really wanted me..cuz i can't promise my heart will be there for the taking..it's your choice to blow this off..something with great potential for a chance..a feeling..time to sew up my heart..and keep it away from harms way..from this day on i just give up..it's done


contemplations by debbie | 1:52 PM |

ok my hands are freezing..haha ok that's gonna be a given from now on. =) but yes..i woke up so early today...7:o0 grr..but i got my government vocab done..now i've gotta revise my essay..rent "raise the red lantern"..do stats..and do government theses..i love school so much =) and i love busy work..it's great!!

i just got finished eating some waffles..mmmm and fattening..yuck..i needa go on a carb. diet..if ne of you know ne! let me kno =) but hmm yea..i dont have much to say..valentines is this friday..cool stuff huh? yea whatever..lol my family from cali is coming down though..then another week..and i get to go to reno!

gonna be 18 sometime soon..but it wont make ne difference in my life =) i'm still gonna be treated the same..have a 10:o0 curfew..like a lil child..i dont even find ne reason to argue with my mom..whatever..that's the whole reason why i dont wanna stay here for college..my mom is like u'll have the same curfew as you have no...and uhh hell no =) just a couple more months..i'll have my freedom..i've lasted for 17 years of not having it..i can stand a couple more months.. college is gonna be fun..given that it will be hard work..but it's gonna be some fun :) teehee..lol

Ox
Sunday, February 9, 2003
The Ox is consumed with a romantic daydream today. The visual of you and an old friend reunited as lovers warms your heart as makes it your mind

updated:307pm

alrighty! i'm feelin a bitchy mood coming!!! =D so i shall express it! i fukkkkkkinnnnnnn hateeee youuuuu!!!! i dont know why i'm wasting my time on you!! i could have ne guy! wtf am i doing..i'm fukkin crazy..wtf..roar roar roar..SCREW THIS!!! ahhhhhhh!!! hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah!!!!!


contemplations by debbie | 9:18 AM |