ahhhh the week is finally over!!!! haha but it'll be another hard week..next week...the quarter is winding down...i've gotta try 200% in chemistry and government. blah. but yea..it's the weekend no talking about that for now =)
so let's see my friday! got home, ate some noodles. then i went out to buy some food for myself with my mom, cuz she's gonna be a cali till friday. then we went back home. nick called me a bit after. he came over picked me up. then we went to get his tire fixed. that took a good hour or so..haha blah..after that we went to his house. walked around there. then finally nick got hungry. and went to the drive thru at burger king. then went back to his house. we were planning to watch 'the ring' on his playstation, but wen his dad n him were fighting one day his dad knocked over his ps2 and it's broken now. we spent a good hour trying to fix it. but we ended up watching it on his computer. hahah the good thing about already watching a scary movie is that you know wen to hide..haha. after that..hmm me n nick started beating each other up. hahaha then he kept like..picking me up.ahhhh dizziness..oh yea..we had a magarita..it's was yummy..strawberry =P but yea after that he drove me home. i sat there for a while..but my week was pretty tiring..so i pretty much fell asleep after..haha but yea..it was a good day..even though it wasnt exciting..hehe
for today, i'm hoping to eat some sushi for lunch..then we're gonna go to the cemetary. then home..hmmm then i dont know really..haha possibly pick up jesse..or head to teresa's house..possibly spend the night her house..i've got no clue =) but i'll update you guys later!
ohh for the ppl that dont know my bday plans yet, here they are written out:
friday: go buy the food for the bbq on saturday (my mom will provide me money for the food and all that junk) and watch dreamcatchers, then some dinner..i'm gonna try to ask my mom if i can get a room..but ehhhh blah..chinese parents..and being a girl..she probably wont trust me..and think i'll be having sex..or something..or blah..whatever..haha we'll see!
saturday: around 12 ish or so..head up to redrock..have a bbq till i have no idea..possibly 4? i dunno..haha then i really dont know about the rest of the day.
contemplations by debbie | 10:19 AM |
ahhhh..the hardest thing is that. you want to get rid of feeling. you try, but then you realize you just dont really want to inside. you crave for that day. even if it's not tomorrow or not even this year. *sigh* if you dont get what i'm saying or think i'm crazy. i think you really havent been in love just yet. i think my love will be enough. my patience. it will be enough that someday it will come try. but what if my love is just going to be wasted for years. but what i believe and feel right now is what i know it to be true. so i will stay forever in this stage. till my mind tells me it's my time to leave.
updated: nsync-selfish
I just don't understand,
Why your running from a good man baby,
Why you wanna turn your back on love,
Why you've already given up,
Yeah I know you've been hurt before,
But I swear I'll give you so much more,
I swear I'll never let you down,
Cause I swear it's you that I adore,
And I can't help myself babe,
Cause I think about you constantly,
And my heart gets no rest over you...
You can call me selfish,
But all I want is your love,
You can call me hopeless, baby,
Cause I'm hopelessly in love,
You can call me unperfect,
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do,
To prove that I'm the only one for you,
So what's wrong with being selfish?
I'll be taking up your time,
Till the day I make you realize,
That for you there could be no one else,
I've just gotta have you for myself,
Baby, I would take good care of you, (good care)
No matter what it is you're going through,
I'll be there for you when you're in need,
Baby, believe in me.
Cause if love is a crime,(hey, yeah)
Then punish me,
I would die for you,
Cause I don't want to live without you,
What can I do?
You can call me selfish,
But all I want is your love,
You can call me hopeless, baby,
Cause I'm hopelessly in love,
You can call me unperfect,
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do,
To prove that I'm the only one for you,
So what's wrong with being selfish?
I'll be taking up your time,
Till the day I make you realize,
That for you there could be no one else,
I've just gotta have you for myself,
Baby, I would take good care of you, (good care)
No matter what it is you're going through,
I'll be there for you when you're in need,
Baby, believe in me.
Why do you keep us apart,
Why won't you give up your heart,
You know that we're meant to be together.
Why do you push me away,
All that I want is to give you love,
Forever, and ever, and ever...
You can call me selfish,
But all I want is your love,
You can call me hopeless, baby,
Cause I'm hopelessly in love,
You can call me unperfect,
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do,
To prove that I'm the only one for you,
So what's wrong with being selfish?
I'll be taking up your time,
Till the day I make you realize,
That for you there could be no one else,
I've just gotta have you for myself,
Baby, I would take good care of you, (good care)
No matter what it is you're going through,
I'll be there for you when you're in need,
Baby, believe in me.
Selfishly I'm in love with you,
Cause I've searched my soul,
I know that it's you. (3X)
I'll prove that I'm the only one for you,
So what's wrong with being selfish?
contemplations by debbie | 4:41 PM |
ok so about sunday's blog..haha i sorta typed it all out..then i pressed sign out instead of post..haha i'm good..so yea i'm too lazy and dont remember half of the stuff i typed. so too bad you can't read about my boring life for sunday. but yea i bought my prom dress..it's beautiful i love it so much =) hehe..
well today..stupid school..i woke up late hehehe 6:20 blah..oh well i dont give a crap. but yea..this week is gonna be hell. i have like 4 tests/quizzes..then two papers due..and 2 labs. yepp..and we're starting a paper in wordprocessing..fun stuff..yea...... blahh!!!! this week is gonna kill me!!! i'm so serious >.< but yea..BLAHH!!!! i'm all BLAH!!!
on a deep note: dontcha ever wish..everyone does i know it. i wish for that lovely life in the future with you. our children. being stupid. loving each other forever. i dont know if it will change but i love you. all i want is you no matter who is out there. you're the one for me. everyone doesnt compare. no one's perfect until you love them. and i love you. i accept ur faults and your rights. you're my prince charming. my one. the one i've been looking for. it's such a stress to not ne able to have that person that makes you feel this way. you have my heart and soul. there wont be ne one possible to take that away from you..ever..or at least for a long time. blah
life bites..too much homework..too much crap..end
updated: hahaha!!
tess: ...then what am i?!
Auto response from serendipitous637: talking to my wife
tess: CHOPPED LIVER?!?!
tess: :-D
tess: i wanna be debbie's chopped liver!!!
tess: PUHLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
me: soo funny@@
me: haha
tess: weLL?
tess: haha
me: ur juicy prime rib
me: no chop liver
tess: whOO...
tess: i'm JUICY
tess: :-D
tess: haha
me: hahhaa
me: that was great teresa
ahh i love my partner in crime!!~ ^_^
contemplations by debbie | 3:52 PM |
