yay!! today's my birthday!!! hehe..=DDD finally legal!! but not as good as twenty-one!! haha but yea..today was a pretty good day. stinky school..haha then after school..i was waiting for david for a while i was beginning to get restless..haha but then he called me from blockbuster saying he was lost..so then he finally go here..and nick also came over. we all went to galleria mall. david bought me a cute a&f tank. ohh and he made me a very cute bday card =) i love bday cards! but yea..after that we went to dudley's house and went to buy ingredients..oh and david left to get a haircut and shower. so then we came back and alex was there. and we started getting our baking on. then we we're getting a lil hungry..so me n alex went to get some pizza...2 larges. and it was alll gone..haha

haha just to make it look more spreaded out i'll start a new paragraph =P then teresa came over. we finished eating and baking and watched the rest of 'sweet home alabama' which john got me.. =) then we watch the ring 2 *japanese version*..hahaha it's the funniest THING!!!! it's should be a comedy..not horror =P then..we all started to leave..yep..it was a cool day =) let's hope tomorrow goes well also night!! byee


contemplations by debbie | 11:21 PM |

hiiiiii!! =D hehe i'm happy-ish..if you couldnt tell! =P my day was alright i guess..i took a chem quiz..blah stupid lil mistakes..kiss my ass..that's all the bad things that happen today.

my mom n uncle gave me my birthday card. and i got 100$ and a credit card! fun stuff!! =DDD! hehe but oh haha i opened tess's gift halfly cuz she told me to..haha =P but yea..she got me a purty pink a&f shirt, a black swooshy shirt i can go clubbin in, a box of 'nerds', and a wonderful homemade birthday card! awww-ness to my heart..hehehe i love my tess! she's awesome to the power of infinity! haha =P

but oh yea..gonna go eat sushi for my bday dinner soon! YUMM!! fatness! but i dont caree! it's SUSHI!!!!!! ahhh!! hahaha later you guys!


contemplations by debbie | 4:36 PM |

weeee!! i recieved my present from tesss!! ahhh i wanna open itt!! eeee!! haha >.< it's righttt there..hehe darn it!

but yea..haha today was ok..i guess..whatever..haha hmm nothing really exciting happened asss usually! but yea..in chemistry..jen had this lil toy thing..haha it said 'you're in love' awww..haha blah..whatever..i'm not in love anymore..so screw that..lol not that i'm not out of love..just can't be in love..haha so yep! lalallaa

ahh i wanna open it~!! hehe gonna go do my homework so i can occupy myself


contemplations by debbie | 1:39 PM |

it was so freakn windy today! school was alright. haha whatever..haha but yea i'm too lazy to blog =) maybe later

updated: 503pm

alright! so far i've done nothing today!! haha..well hey..i did a lil revising on my research paper and most of my extra credit for stats..that's something..haha

but yeaaa i'm feeling soo fatt! i sure hope i dont look how i feel! but yea! i'm hyped up for this weekend! hehehe =) fun times!! or i hope it's gonna be fun =) dont wanna set that many expectations! ya'kno ya'kno! =P

hmm so i'm really gonna get a belly button ring..haha i asked my mom today..she's like noooooooo i was like but whyyyy! then she started to make fun of me..ohh why dont u get a tattoo on ur face..haha i was like uhhh then she's like..yea then get a nose ring! blah blah..haha whatever..but yea she said i can if my uncle says i can..blah..haha whatever!! =D

awww where's my partner!!! =( i wanna go joggin! in the freezin with ya! *cries** hehe but seriously! hmm yea tess! my mom said i can fly down to visit u on spring break..too bad we dont have the same BREAK!! rawr! i'm thinking a possible..friday-sunday deal? on the last days of the week..hehe it's a possibility! =) oh yeaaa! ask ur mom if i can hitch a ride with her for ur grad :)

Which member of the Homestar Runner gang are you?



ANNOYED!!! uh ok how can a person not have a house!!! PISS ME OFF!! if ne thing were to even start it wouldnt fukkin work! you dont have a fone! you dont have a car! you dont have a license!! GET WITH ITTT! omfg!!!


contemplations by debbie | 2:02 PM |

heyyy!!~ it was a bit chilly today! =/ i wasnt dressed for it..haha so i was cold! but yea..it was a pretty ok day..nothing really bad or good happened. but oh this morning i had to actually wake up at 5:30..haha wen i usually wake up at 5:50-6 cuz i had to wake up alex..ahh it was soo hard to drag myself out >.< hehe...

but yea! hmmm it's almost my birthday..ehh! whatever! haha but ohhh yeaa! happy st. patrick's day! =) it's also my cool government teacher's birthday. but yea..we got a free day cuz of those two reasons..haha we listened to music all class. it was cool =)

oh yea~ hmm..i had a cool conversation with this person last night..it wasnt cool..actually..haha but i liked it..cuz we never talked like that before..we usually just made fun of each other..but yea..blah..haha =)

byeee!! =D


contemplations by debbie | 2:47 PM |

heyyyyy you know what?! i aint gonna get what i want so..what the fuck! i am just wasting my fukkin time! and emotions! fuck this!! =D

so yeaa i'm so gonna get a tattoo or navel ring on my bday. screw everything. who needs to be all blah deb lah..wen that person doesnt give a shit..haha so yea!! i'm alive to have some fun..so i'm gonna have some fun! YEA! come on everyone let's rock on!

this weekend! let's make it a blast k!! =D well hahaha just had to type that out..back to not getting my chem hw and not doing my government! bye~


contemplations by debbie | 4:51 PM |

omg..*sigh* i'd give my life for another chance. *sigh*...

seeing him makes me beyond happy.
seeing him makes life worth while.
being around him lifts up my spirit.
then there's the downfall,
i dont have the same effect on him.
everytime i see him,
i just want to hug him so hard.
and just tell him i love him
and never want to let him go.
i'd give me all,
if i could be given that chance
but nothing can be done.
i'm so not used to not being in control
being unable to fix things.
cuz things are out of my hand.
i can't do anything
i'm just left here.
with this heart overflowing with love
for someone, who doesnt feel the same
it's sad, but i can't stop.

*sigh* only if. that day comes
i'm gonna grab a hold on to him.
and never let him go.
ever
cuz he's my angel
and if you try to take him from me
i'll bite your head off =)

but once again. the reality is.
he isnt mine.
nor he wants to be mine.
so i'll stay in this position till
time tells me.


contemplations by debbie | 10:04 AM |